Today
Today has been the perfect day. I hungout with all my closest friends, went fishing, and had a blast. I spent time with my love. Gosh, he’s just the cutest. We haven’t talked that much in a while. The girls in our group are getting closer now than before.(: everyone is just so close and with no drama. Its perfect. I have amazing friends. I love you all. Travis, Haley, Raoul, Stephen, Allison, Amber, Zach, Cordell. You guys are the best.
Why..
Why can’t everything just be simple..no stress, no worries, everyone was happy. Why can’t I just stop fucking up all the time.. why can’t I just have the love of my life back.. everything was simple with him.. he made me not worry.. he changed my life from complete shit to amazing in just a few days.. I know we are talking and hanging out.. but we are doing what we would be in a relationship minus extreme things.. I just want to be yours again.. and to have a sense of feeling that I actually have someone that I feel loves me for me.. Im showing you the real me.. and its hard for me to just open up to people about things.. but I can talk to you.. and you do your best to listen and help.. today was perfect.. yesterday was perfect.. Monday.. everyday is perfect when I’m with you..
