Today has been the perfect day. I hungout with all my closest friends, went fishing, and had a blast. I spent time with my love. Gosh, he’s just the cutest. We haven’t talked that much in a while. The girls in our group are getting closer now than before.(: everyone is just so close and with no drama. Its perfect. I have amazing friends. I love you all. Travis, Haley, Raoul, Stephen, Allison, Amber, Zach, Cordell. You guys are the best.
Why can’t everything just be simple..no stress, no worries, everyone was happy. Why can’t I just stop fucking up all the time.. why can’t I just have the love of my life back.. everything was simple with him.. he made me not worry.. he changed my life from complete shit to amazing in just a few days.. I know we are talking and hanging out.. but we are doing what we would be in a relationship minus extreme things.. I just want to be yours again.. and to have a sense of feeling that I actually have someone that I feel loves me for me.. Im showing you the real me.. and its hard for me to just open up to people about things.. but I can talk to you.. and you do your best to listen and help.. today was perfect.. yesterday was perfect.. Monday.. everyday is perfect when I’m with you..